Ok, last night was terrible. After getting all my Ikea furniture together, things started to bite. With my Nicotine patch falling off all the time, I'm sure I wasn't getting my dose. Where's the Methodone clinic when you need one? Just KIDDING.
I woke up this morning with heavy cravings. The morning smoke thing. It was a routine. I'm sure it was probably mostly mental cravings, but still they were brutal. It was taking all the willpower I had to not say "screw it" at that point and just start the quit process all over.
I did push through, had a shower and put a new patch on. I hope this one doesn't fall off in the middle of the day.
To describe what I'm feeling. I now know how Loki feels. Being bound beneath the earth with venom dripping on his forehead. It's gotta feel like this. It really does! I'm still pretty twitchy, but then I haven't had my coffee yet. I can't really think too straight yet as I'm still a bit light-headed. I haven't been binging on food though, so that's a good thing. Perhaps I can NOT gain weight from quitting smoking. That would be nice.
Well, back to work for me. Needed to vent and get a bit of this out of my system. There WILL be more later. I can almost guarantee that!
Oh look, I can add stats!
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I have been quit for 1 days. I have saved approximately $8.40 by not smoking 21 cigarettes. I have saved 1 hour and 45 minutes of my life that would have been spent outside smoking. My Quit Date: 9/9/2009 7:00 AM
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