Ugh...and damn!

It has been a rough week in general.  But I didn't smoke. That's the important thing...right?

Well, the cravings were at an all time high for almost a week now.  I've been off nicotine completely for almost 2 weeks and this is just killing me inside.  It's actually painful at times how much the cravings hit.  That made no sense, but to me it makes perfect sense.  That's how screwed up this is.

Day by day the cravings are getting slightly better, but only slightly.  This one may take a while.  This is the hardest quit to date.  But then, I don't really remember the last quit either (the one that lasted almost 6 years).  But this one, damn its rough.  The temptation to smoke is great this time and I don't really know why.

Best I can figure is that it comes down to motivation.  Mind you, I want to be quit.  I don't want to be a slave to the smokes any more.

I have been quit for 75 days. I have saved approximately $600.29 by not smoking 1,500 cigarettes.  My Quit Date: 9/9/2009 7:00 AM. 
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