Rough night

Ok, so last night, I get home and flake out on the couch. I was just beat. I decided to play some hockey on my Xbox for a while and upgrade my computer (playing the xbox between reboots). All was good and I realized that I had to ship out an ebay sale, so I had to wrap it in the plain paper stuff they sell. I can't wrap xmas gifts, how the hell did I think I was gonna pull this off? It was a big box, and not easy to manipulate. It was a guitar and amp all packaged up.
Anyway, I get some of the paper on there, just barely and as I maneuvered the box so I could put another slab of paper on, the first one ripped. Not where I taped it, but where it WASN'T taped. I was very frustrated with this. I was cursing and swearing and just getting VERY upset with it. My nerves were just shot! I continued to yell, and curse and finally, after an hour (yeah, an hour) I got this thing sealed up nice and tight. There is almost a whole roll of packing tape on this bloody thing. I actually feel sorry for the purchaser, cause now they have to try and open it when they get it.

I'm not sure why I was getting so upset at such a trivial thing. I haven't had these feelings of homicide since I quit really. And then, add to that, as I'm trying to go to sleep, the cat starts howling. Not meowing, HOWLING. She is loud now. Usually it's just to come up on the bed (and the cat IS allowed to do that), so I pat the bed, cat comes up and bascially yells in my ear. I grab the cat by the scruff of the neck, pick her up and just lay into her verbally. Why? I don't know. I've got my patch on. I guess everything just built up and exploded at once. I hope that part is over.

Anyway, still not smoking!

I have been quit for 1 Month, 1 Week, 1 hour and 3 minutes. I have saved approximately $296.34 by not smoking 740 cigarettes. I have saved 2 Days, 13 hours and 40 minutes of my life that would have been spent outside smoking. My Quit Date: 9/9/2009 7:00 AM. http://vidar-quit-smoking.blogspot.com